Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Laugh like it doesn't hurt me...

Tonight I had coffee with a really good friend, and although I was having a good time talking, I realized when I got home that I shrugged off the whole event like it was nothing...

"I didn't get to have him that long, so it really doesn't bother me..."
"I am sure I will be pregnant again next month."
"I knew he was sick for a really long time, so I was prepared."

yadda, yadda, yadda.

It's not like my friend was making me feel like I had to say this...its more like, I don't want to be "the sad one." 

So I tried to be the easy going one.

And then I wished I actually was.  It hurts more to pretend to be something you're not.

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